Confused? Conflicted?
God has given us prayer as a means toward greater understanding. Ask of God, and He will direct you as you reflect upon His Word.
If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given him. (James 1:5 ESV)
Call to me and I will answer you, and will tell you great and hidden things that you have not known. (Jeremiah 33:3 ESV)